The World Vs. the Lady, Resurrecting Venus.

 It's all in the world around us the media the clothes, the magazines are the worse sometimes I can't grasp how us women see a lady in the media and become so starstruck that we try to evolve or in some cases devolve ourselves to be a clone of this lady. Why? Just so we can find love and acceptance? Can being someone other than we are make us happy, I don't mean coming to the realization and changing inside to become something better. I am talking watching young women and teens taking the time to impersonate fake lifestyles, and confidence of another person they can never possibly live up to being,
 I think people view the word Classy as Ladylike. Then you see or hear about the Morals or lack of Morals of these so called Ladies in the public light. When they are just humans looking for their own hopes, and dreams. cue the judgement immediately when they make a mistake show them no real praise when they do something great. Now replace the word "they" "us", or "me".
 I do not understand this world at times, or other women for that matter the judgmental ways that you see based on amount of skin or lack of skin shown. We judge based on what our men look at and how we compare so we see petite and pretty and we end up haters, we see big girls and we think gross why did they let it all go? We even tear apart our own souls with comparing us to everyday people not just media images. We would willing roast ourselves to ashes, to prove that we are unworthy of having our own dreams or our own happiness. Sounds familiar? Well hello insert name here____  are you guilty of this? I know I am, it does not make me happy. It makes me in fact feel like less of a person.
 I can understand emotions fairly easy and evenly. I just apply other's situations to me how would I feel is it a justified feeling for me to feel? How would I feel if it happen repeatedly, daily,weekly? How can it better me? Then I go about to spew advice, yes I take most of my advice.
I wrote earlier that my main goal is to be more Ladylike that is my Challenge letter in life. I also stated  in other blogs, I don't know where to start but actually I have a starting point now.
 what is this great starting point? I found a lifesaver of a web site based on what I have been trying to learn do with my life in my challenge letter then I found that this wonderful lady Cynthia Ocelli  the author of this blog and she released a book recently titled Resurrecting Venus.

This book touched base on so much I was struggling with, things I could not figure out within my own self. I feel self growth in me that has awaken that has never taken place inside of me. I been to  alot of self esteem and self help sites. Nothing has so passionately stirred my soul as this Book.
 I am tired of being world like I want to be more like me and I need it more than I want it. I have only read a few chapters into this book but the tears and realization are such big eye openers.
 I need improvement in my life and now I have insight on how to become what I want and dream.
I feel empowered.
I feel love.
I feel like there is more to me than I know and I am ready to find out all the goodies that I have been hiding from  myself with in my self.
I feel like a magical pinata.
This is how i have been affected so far. I have so many things to share but no words to describe them.